I am still lost.

I am still lost into that world

That world where you left me dejected

When you once saw life in me

That world where sometime ago

We would lay together and kiss

I closed my eyes and saw you right

Right in front of me smiling

You came near and called out my name

I stretched my hand but all in vain

For it was nothing more than a dream

You were so near, yet so far

For a moment it was almost as if

As if I could get you back in my arms

As if nothing went wrong

All by myself

I walked away in seclusion

A tear rolled down my cheek

And I realized it is now but a delusion

These tears hold my pain

Pain of those steps that walked away

Pain of that touch that no more remains

Pain of that name that held my life

Pain of that smile which has now staled

I sighed and cried

Reminiscing those days of spring

When I saw two lovers passing by

To each other they would cling

They sat beside me

Lost in their world

Least oblivious of my presence

Hands held tight

They smiled and remained

How there love seemed to crescent

She laid her head on his shoulder

He kissed her on the brow

They talked of marriage, kids and them getting older

Seemed everything to them god had endowed

How then I wanted to run away

Wanted the earth to tear apart

How I wanted to cry my heart out

For they had awakened the memories of our past

That is how my days go by

And I am more dreaded for the nights

When the sleepless pillow

The broken photo frame

The dumped teddy

That wall which had our name

All stand together and ask me why

Why when I held your love in my every breathe

All I was left to with was to cry

And I lay alone here

Clutching on to my pillow tight

How I wish this night to end

How with time I tussle and fight