I can no longer hide my desires.
Not any more.
I cannot choose between my entirety
and your hypocritical demands
I do not dread being alone
but loneliness does hound
My body cannot carry your scent any longer
and my taste buds have desensitized
While you keep urging me to taste
the dish you served,
the one I denied
In a fight between denial and me denying
I let denial win again
because the only candle in the room
nursed in the darkness of my being
melted away to undo the shadow
cast on the frame of our ties
I have hidden all my desires,
once again.
Not any more.
I cannot choose between my entirety
and your hypocritical demands
I do not dread being alone
but loneliness does hound
My body cannot carry your scent any longer
and my taste buds have desensitized
While you keep urging me to taste
the dish you served,
the one I denied
In a fight between denial and me denying
I let denial win again
because the only candle in the room
nursed in the darkness of my being
melted away to undo the shadow
cast on the frame of our ties
I have hidden all my desires,
once again.
Don’t just hide your desires, Nurture them and Preserve them
ReplyDeleteDon’t choose between you and Him, choose to be with him
Love doesn’t demand anything, it just long for support
You don’t compete with the denial
It’s for little time and you are forever
You hold the desires tight
They will blossom with his fragrance once again
You will be his princess, don’t get insane
Let the candle melt, there will be glow of your love Almighty says
Ohhh... You love abiding citizen... You can't give up so easily...
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