Suicide Note by the Princess

Read the last blog post to understand this one better! :)

"While I keep asking my self

Of why I let go

Of the love that was knocking

Right outside my door

It isn’t a fairy tale

He though nearing a prince charming

Life well we know is a bitch

And I gave in to its wicked schemes

Now that he is gone

Life did not cease to grow

And when I thought I had renounced love

The rain wrote his name on my window

Eyes flooded, lips quivered

Those long conversations appeared hanging in thin air

I shut my eyes to clog all ways

But his love shouted of promises

In my ears

I was scared of the blows that rained on me

When once I returned empty handed

From the threshold of love

And now that I have lost my way

Some far-away distances I must cover

In the quest of his love

To explore it within me

Something says I shouldn’t give up

That I should be a fighter

Look for the face that make the stars in the sky

To shine a little brighter

Even if I give up the quest to life

The heart I believe will continue

Reaching out to his ends in glee

While I die, set me ablaze

But keep safe these eyes of mine

That are turned towards him, expectantly."